I am Alive
I thought I came to, I thought I was alive, but I was unsure of life, death, heaven, or hell. I could feel my heart pumping, only because with each beat of my heart I felt s shudder of pain along my body. I knew I was alive. I thought I was alive. I couldn’t speak, I couldn’t move and I didn’t know if my eyes were open, shut, or if I was in absolute complete darkness.
Maybe the leeches ate my eyeballs, maybe I was blind, or this was hell and I will never be able to leave the state that I had found myself in at this very moment. I was unable to comprehend anything. My body felt paralyzed, yet sore, in pain but unable to move. This didn’t compute.
I could neither hear, speak, or see anything. I wondered what happened to Steve. I forgive him, I do as long as we both make it out alive from this devastated state we are in. I could only assume he was in a similar limbo that I found myself in.
I tried my best to calm down. I asked myself, do I want to exist in a state such as this? Maybe not I thought to myself. At that moment I swore I heard a noise. It was a familiar sound, one that rattled my brain. It was as if water was boiling. The bubbles in a pot while on a stove. Something was making the blubbering bubbling sound within earshot.
Again, this shit was not computing in my brain. I had to have been hallucinating until I heard a cough. Steve, it had to be Steve, but no matter where I thought I looked I couldn’t see a damn thing and I didn’t know if I was or was not turning my head. The cough was heard once more and the boiling water sound had stopped.
The complete silence once more. The silence was killing me. But then I heard it, damn it. I heard it! The deep rumble was back! This cannot be, just put me out of my misery and let me go to heaven, hell, or wherever. Anywhere but here! The same damn rumble was back. I then thought of the leeches and them sucking up every drop of my blood. There was no way out, I would be better off dead.
The rumble was very close, it was right by me, like a meter, a centimeter, or whatever. I was in the epicentre of the rubble.
The rumble then came to a sudden halt. A fraction of a second later, a sudden burst of light filled my eyes and I blacked out.
