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Disappointments

Trust issues shine through
I wanted to see if your lies were true.
I braced myself and held back,
Waiting for this to end,
Not giving my heart—not just yet.

I had always hoped you were real,
That the love I’d find would never end.
But there it was, peeking through,
Waiting for me to see—
But I turned away so I didn’t see.

The disappointment you planned for me—
There you were, waiting, biding time,
Setting me up to fail.
Even though I pretend not to care,
Disappointment, there you be.

Broken-hearted and betrayed,
You let me wait for the lies.
You disappointed me in life,
A broken dream for you to leave—
Disappointed I would be.

I had hoped that this was true,
Another lie, another tale.
Your cheating ways now show—
How can I ever hope
To believe in you anymore?

Trust issues are shining through,
All because I loved you so.
Disappointments and tears,
Heartbreaks are all I fear.
How can I give it all when, in the end, I will fall?



Zsolt Zsemba

Zsolt Zsemba has worn many different hats. He has been an entrepreneur, and businessman for over 30 years. Living abroad has given him many amazing experiences in life and also sparked his imagination for writing. After moving to Canada from Hungary at the age of 10 and working in a family business for a large part of his life. The switch from manufacturing to writing came surprisingly easily for him. His passion for writing began at age 12, mostly writing poetry and short stories. In 1999, the chance came to write scripts. Zsolt took some time off from his family business to write in Jakarta Indonesia for MD Entertainment. Having written dozens of soap operas and made for TV movies, in 2003 Zsolt returned to the family business once more. In 2018, he had the chance to head back to Asia once again. He took on the challenge to be the COO for MD Pictures and get back into the entertainment business. The entertainment business opened up the desire to write once more and the words began to flow onto the pages again. He decided to rewrite a book he began years ago. Organ House was reborn and is a fiction suspense novel while Scars is a young adult drama focused on life’s challenges. After the first two books, his desire to write not only became more challenging but enjoyable as well. After having several books completed he was convinced to publish them for your enjoyment. Zsolt does not tend to stay in one specific genre but tends to lean towards strong female leads and horror. Though he also has a few human interest books, he tends to write about whatever brews in his brain for a while.