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Aku Benci Mencintaimu.

Aku benci mencintaimu.

Aku benci mencintaimu tapi begitulah hidup.

Aku jauh dari sempurna, itu tidak bohong.

Kemarahan, rasa sakit, dan air mata kita saling berbagi.

Aku mencoba yang terbaik dan terkadang gagal.

Aku sering berpikir hidupku hebat.

Tapi pada akhirnya, aku tidak tahu.

Aku benci mencintaimu, apa yang bisa kulakukan?

Aku bermimpi melihatmu di depan pintuku.

Aku tahu itu hanya mimpi.

Di saat aku terjaga, hanyalah kamu yang kulihat.

Jika aku membebaskanmu, ke mana kamu akan terbang?

Akankah itu menjadi perpisahan terakhir kita?

Aku benci mencintaimu, tapi aku mencintaimu.

Aku mencoba yang terbaik, hanya itu yang bisa ku lakukan.

Jika aku tidak cukup baik, aku mengerti.

Pilihan ada di tanganmu dan bukan orang lain.

Jangan terburu-buru, hatiku milikmu.

Aku di sini untukmu sampai akhir.

Aku benci mencintaimu, namun kamu suka membenciku.

Mungkin karena aku terluka dan lemah.

Kamu dapat memilih siapa pun yang kamu suka.

Bagiku, kamulah yang aku suka.

Ketahui kelemahan dan kekuatan ku.

Pada akhirnya, aku hanyalah seorang laki-laki.

Zsolt Zsemba

Zsolt Zsemba has worn many different hats. He has been an entrepreneur, and businessman for over 30 years. Living abroad has given him many amazing experiences in life and also sparked his imagination for writing. After moving to Canada from Hungary at the age of 10 and working in a family business for a large part of his life. The switch from manufacturing to writing came surprisingly easily for him. His passion for writing began at age 12, mostly writing poetry and short stories. In 1999, the chance came to write scripts. Zsolt took some time off from his family business to write in Jakarta Indonesia for MD Entertainment. Having written dozens of soap operas and made for TV movies, in 2003 Zsolt returned to the family business once more. In 2018, he had the chance to head back to Asia once again. He took on the challenge to be the COO for MD Pictures and get back into the entertainment business. The entertainment business opened up the desire to write once more and the words began to flow onto the pages again. He decided to rewrite a book he began years ago. Organ House was reborn and is a fiction suspense novel while Scars is a young adult drama focused on life’s challenges. After the first two books, his desire to write not only became more challenging but enjoyable as well. After having several books completed he was convinced to publish them for your enjoyment. Zsolt does not tend to stay in one specific genre but tends to lean towards strong female leads and horror. Though he also has a few human interest books, he tends to write about whatever brews in his brain for a while.