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What Are You Fighting?

Nobody Is Fighting the Battle They Look Like They’re Fighting

Someone cuts you off in traffic, and your first instinct is to call them an idiot. Someone snaps at you over something small, and you decide they’re rude. Someone goes quiet, and you assume they don’t care. We do this constantly. We judge people based on a single frame of their life and treat it like the whole movie.

Here’s the part we forget. That guy in traffic might be racing to a hospital. That person who snapped at you might be running on two hours of sleep and a bank account that’s bleeding out. The quiet one might be holding together something you’ll never see. We all have issues. Every single one of us is walking around with something we don’t advertise, and that alone should make us slower to judge and quicker to wonder.

The Smile Is Not Proof of Anything

Some of the most put-together people I’ve ever met were falling apart quietly. A smile is not proof of peace. It’s often the opposite. It’s a person who learned early that showing the real thing gets you punished, ignored, or turned into gossip, so they built a mask instead and got good at wearing it.

The same goes for confidence. Some people wear it like armour precisely because underneath it they’re terrified. Not of failing, but of being seen and rejected for who they actually are. If you meet someone who seems a little too composed, a little too fine, don’t assume fine is the truth. Sometimes, a fine is just the costume.

We Carry People Who Are Still Alive Like They’re Gone

People assume grief only happens when someone dies. It doesn’t. You can miss someone who’s still breathing three streets away. A parent who checked out emotionally years ago. A friend who drifted and never explained why. A version of a relationship that used to exist and doesn’t anymore, even though both people are still around to see it.

That kind of loss doesn’t come with a funeral or a casserole from the neighbours. Nobody brings you flowers for it. You just carry it quietly while going about your day like everything is normal. If someone in your life seems distracted or distant, it might not be about you at all. It might be about someone they’re still mourning while that person is very much alive.

Some Build Walls Because Bridges Got Burned Down on Them

Nobody starts life guarded. Guardedness is built, brick by brick, usually by people who took advantage of an open door. Someone who seems cold or hard to reach probably wasn’t always that way. Somewhere along the line, being open cost them something they couldn’t afford to lose again.

That doesn’t mean you excuse bad behaviour or let someone treat you badly because they’ve had a hard life. Everyone has had a hard life in one way or another. What it means is you hold two truths at once. People are responsible for how they treat you, and people are also shaped by things you’ll never fully see. You can hold someone accountable and still choose compassion over contempt.

Treading Carefully Doesn’t Mean Staying Silent

None of this means you stop having standards or stop calling things out when they need to be called out. Treading carefully means you lead with curiosity before a conclusion. It means when someone acts out of character, your first question is what happened to them instead of what’s wrong with them. It means before you decide someone is lazy, cold, dramatic, or difficult, you consider the very real chance that you’re only seeing the surface of something much deeper.

We all have issues. That’s not an excuse for cruelty, but it is a reason for patience. The stranger in line ahead of you, the coworker who seems short today, the friend who went quiet, all of them are fighting something you can’t see from where you’re standing. Tread carefully. You’re not the only one carrying weight.

Zsolt Zsemba

Zsolt Zsemba has worn many different hats. He has been an entrepreneur, and businessman for over 30 years. Living abroad has given him many amazing experiences in life and also sparked his imagination for writing. After moving to Canada from Hungary at the age of 10 and working in a family business for a large part of his life. The switch from manufacturing to writing came surprisingly easily for him. His passion for writing began at age 12, mostly writing poetry and short stories. In 1999, the chance came to write scripts. Zsolt took some time off from his family business to write in Jakarta Indonesia for MD Entertainment. Having written dozens of soap operas and made for TV movies, in 2003 Zsolt returned to the family business once more. In 2018, he had the chance to head back to Asia once again. He took on the challenge to be the COO for MD Pictures and get back into the entertainment business. The entertainment business opened up the desire to write once more and the words began to flow onto the pages again. He decided to rewrite a book he began years ago. Organ House was reborn and is a fiction suspense novel while Scars is a young adult drama focused on life’s challenges. After the first two books, his desire to write not only became more challenging but enjoyable as well. After having several books completed he was convinced to publish them for your enjoyment. Zsolt does not tend to stay in one specific genre but tends to lean towards strong female leads and horror. Though he also has a few human interest books, he tends to write about whatever brews in his brain for a while.